


I was diagnosed with type 1 diabetes when I was 11 years old – in September 2000.
I remember feeling very upset and shocked. I had never heard of the condition and to then be told I was going to have to inject insulin for the rest of my life was extremely upsetting. I also remember feeling particularly angry and resentful and continually asked the question; why me?
Both my parents felt much the same way that I did but I think they experienced a profound sense of guilt as they both believed they were at fault for my diabetes – in the genetic sense at least.
Diabetes is a massive part of my life. Everything I do comes with the ‘how will this affect my blood sugars’ attached. Yet I don’t really feel anything towards my diabetes. It is so engrained in my life that I just don’t associate it with any great emotion. Sure every so often I get annoyed with it, mainly when racing and my blood sugars, seeming to defy my careful planning and efforts, are way out of range. All in all though, diabetes makes me who I am so I cant complain.
Genuinely? No idea. I played soccer from an early age before I was diagnosed and when I was diagnosed I had absolutely no intention of stopping. I don’t really know any different. I wouldn’t have a clue what to do with my spare time if I didn’t exercise. I compete because, for me, its pure excitement. Nothing can beat the feeling of competing.
In a racing sense, the desire to ride with people who know exactly what I go through on a daily basis. I want to learn to race as a rider with diabetes and share my experiences of racing with other people with diabetes so that in future I can race on a level playing field whereby my diabetes is no longer a hindrance or an excuse to use for a bad result. In terms of Team Type 1’s ethos, I was particularly attracted to it’s notions of showing that a person with type 1 diabetes can achieve anything if they want it badly enough. The idea that a rider with type 1 diabetes can race in the Tour de France can give hope and aspirations to all of us living with this disease. I feel it is particularly important to convey that being diagnosed isn’t the end of the world.
Coming third at my local crit race last year. This was the first time I competed with a larger number of women riders and I held my own. It was proof that I can be a good rider.
Any event completed by non athletes. This is because many athletes are paid to train and compete but everyday people who run marathons, do triathlons and complete any form of endurance event are proof that everyone can achieve something significant even when holding down full time jobs with families and other commitments. One athletic event that I found personally inspiring to watch - Steve Redgrave winning his final Olympic gold medal after being newly diagnosed with type 1. His previous 4 gold medals were won prior to diagnosis. Thus proving even T1 athletes can win gold medals and made a powerful statement to me that continues to be a source of inspiration.
Simple. It’s not the end of the world.
I didn’t really think about it too much. It was never made an issue and it never affected anything I did during high school.
I don’t believe my diabetes itself has helped me grow. Instead, I think the fact that I haven’t let it stop me doing anything I’ve ever wanted to do has helped me greatly. Diabetes is one thing that I never let become an obstacle for me. When I am presented with other issues or problems, thinking about how I handle diabetes, I gain confidence that helps me overcome other issues too.
To stop getting too stressed before a competition as I usually end up with massively high blood sugars.
To become a second cat rider and to win a race.
To become an elite rider and also cycle across Australia.